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Haven't posted in a while it's snowed like crazy here and now I am about to go to one of me and my girl's friends house for dinner.
PS
Get me a better paying job

motherfuck!

So today our neighbor got stabbed don't know by who or what but the dude still hasn't been caught apparently, so me and Josh basically want to move out of here.
First big day at Kroger tomorrow I can't wait mmmmmmm job, then I think I'm hanging out with some very rad doods tomorrow when I get off.
I can't wait to get that 30 dollars paycheck Thurs for training that shit is getting partially spent on Skyline! I am heading to bed though....

Lates!

Currently jamming:Abnegation-Birthright

Do you recognize the footprints in the sand?

So I did my first day of training at Kroger it was all on a computer doing random tests it was easy but I fell asleep at one point.
But all in all I am stoked I get paid Thursday for today which I didn't know at first even though after taxes it will just be 35 dollars if that. I start my real training on Monday I got my uniform and all that jazz today. Last night was fun hung out with my baby momma, Matt, Kayla and Ella it was fun we just watched Family Guy and goofed around.
Then talked to my dawg Dj until I got tired, tonight just hanging out with my girl and maybe more people no clue.
So I have decided my next Atlanta vist Brandon Bond is going to do a piece on my left leg.
Thats about it...

Currently jammin:Culture-Deforestation

Oh and PS

4:11 pm

I feel sick as fuck I couldn't sleep like at all last night because my throat has been killing me and now I have headache, fuck a buncha that. So I start my first day at work tomorrow I am very excited it's just computer training but it's whatever apparently I can only get 24 hours of work this training week and then they aren't really sure what my schedule is because the district manager hasn't really been communitcating with my manager but after training I am guranteed 1st shift and one night and 40 hours or more.
So I am excited about that tonight I am hanging out with my girl and Ella and Matt again stoked.
I think I have watched the first disc of Aqua Teen season six like 4 times now....

Currently jamming:One King Down-All To Gray

10:42 am

Words help me to acceept the fact that there is nothing more between us I saw you from across a sea and you are too far gone into the water I can no longer see what you were memories are the only thing that helps me to see your face I never was good at saying goodbye so I just left. Farewell friend and everything that I can recollect.
I'll never see this water again and I'll never swim this deep again, and I will never forgive myself again and I will never forgive any of you.
Help me to see somehow past every word I spit so fast help me to care about yesterday because I no longer see any happiness in that old house I once lived in I can never remember a time we were happy and now I have lost you too, I am on my knees please help me I wish I could see you again and hold out my hand and tell you everything will be okay but your not here and you never will be.

Breakfast

So I have been listening to my Portrait cd non stop I will never forget picking that up at the Sandy Plains CD Warehouse in 8th grade that cd changed my life up until that point I had thought the only melody in hardcore was like old Hopesfall and old Poison The Well type bands and of course Strongarm and Shai Hulud. But of course I quickly found out about Portait, I would ect ect, Blamegame, Couiler, Camaro Crotch, Inkwell and all those amazing Atlanta screamo bands the second I picked up that used copy of Portrait's self titled.
Man I only wish I would have gotten into the scene a couple years atleast before I did I would have gotten to see Portrait and even Strongarm but of course I missed it by a thread three years exactly.
I remember buying this cd at the same store I bought my first hardcore cds in 5th grade Converge-Petitioning The Empty Sky, Zao-Where Blood And Fire Bring Rest and Stretch Arm Strong-Rituals Of Life which they all changed my life. But I remember listening to this cd for the first time and I got that chill up my spine like the first time I heard those cds.
The fact that they had those amazing melodies and those real catchy as fuck leads was enough BUT they added to the wall of sound with a violinist which just sets the mood like for example during ''Constellations Of A Star Gazing Iris'' there is a part where it's just the violin and screaming and it is probally the most beautiful tear jerking part in ANY song I have ever heard.
Not to mention the vocals are so passionate and just insane this is easily the best band to ever come out of Atlanta, GA hands down.
I don't have a copy of the Self Titled that I can rip because well mine skips really really bad and it's old BUT I did find a link for their entire Discography which has a few more songs than the self titled that I own

Here it is....http://www.mediafire.com/?aethlyizbzt









Download it seriously it will be one of the best cds you have and please support the label that put it out and buy it http://www.stickfiguredistro.com/ go on there and browse they have some amazing atlanta screamo, emo violence, power violence, weird shit.

Portait vocalist Jeph Burgoon I got this from the tribute page up www.myspace.com/portraitga

HOLYSHIT OLD!

I was bored on myspace and I found this flier from quite a while ago, that night was amazing Autumn's first show we only had two shows but we were the first "screamo'' band from outside of Atlanta to play shows and get our name out we could have really done something we were originally called Geppetto(I liked that name better) but we decided to change our name I would ect ect is no longer a band sadly.

Histories played that night although me and their singer had quite a distaste for eachother a while after that show I must say they were a very talented band.

I kinda miss those shows too bad that place is long gone and that entire scene is pretty much gone.

Our second show tensions between me and some other members of the band got the best of us and me and our bassist completely made fools of ourselves by dropping our insturments and pretty much winging an entire song.

Probally one of my most embarressing moments for sure.

I do however wish we recorded all the damn songs we had we were awesome I remember our first show in particular we all just started diving in the crowd and hitting people and just screaming our brains out...and it's already been years since that!

Heres some pictures I dug up.

We had a sound comparable to Orchid and Ampere pretty much.

Alex screaming his lungs out.
























Corey playing drums and being a douchebag shithead.









































Quite possibly the ugliest picture of me in existence....That band was probally the craziest most spastic live bands I was ever in we were like that every practice and never used mics. Pretty sure I collapsed into that chick behind me at the end of that song.



























last show at I can fly that we did this was earlier in the set before we decided to basically break up on stage.







There we have it a pointless post about one of the most chaotic Atlanta bands you will never hear of.











Us practicing in my mom's old garage(pre me getting kicked out) we liked practicing in our boxers sometimes.....

MINE

MINE MINE MINE Holyshit I don't care how broke I am this is mine!

FINALLY

I just snagged a job at Kroger as Assistant Pharmacy manager.
Starts off kinda sweet pay but it gets better in a few months and I do first shift and only work one night each week I am pretty stoked I start training super soon.

Show recap, missed the first part of the show which was Suicide Pact and Dirty Money but Reign Supreme did good although I am stll not into them that much but they played a rad live show and kids went off. Then came Full Blown Chaos I want to say this is my 6th time seeing them they always do good even though I find them a bit repetitive. Then lastly came Trapped Under Ice they did fucking amazing seriously everyone was climbing over everyone the entire time and moving hard it was super tight exactly how a good hardcore show should be.
Right now me and Josh are jamming some Cool Hand Luke from 2000 haha I haven't heard this in forever since the Greenhouse days back when Luti Kriss, Beloved, Underoath(pre awful) and Cool Hand Luke always played together there brings back memories.

Speaking of sweet shows....
May 2nd - 3rd, 2009 BURNING FIGHT - 90'S HARDCORE BOOK RELEASE SHOW featuring UNBROKENDISEMBODIEDTRIALMOUTHPIECEKILLINGTIMEUNDERDOG108GUILTSPLIT LIPTHREADBAREREACH THE SKYDAMNATION A.D.RINGWORMBANEHAVE HEARTBETRAYEDBLACKLISTEDSOUL CONTROLTHE KILLERHARMS WAYCONVICTEDTHOUGHT CRUSADE


.....BUT OH WAIT ITS SOLD OUT!
Fucking gay.



Anyway so I think I am going to start getting tattooed more again once I start working I can't wait get my sleeve completely finished and start my chest and stomache.

I'm out.

Did it again

Well I just stayed up wayyyyyy to late again, I started a project on photoshop and lost track of time. Anyway today was a normal Sunday hung out with Jason, Josh and Steve and watched movies and ate crucial food.I have this thought in my head that Kroger is going to make me start training Tuesday I hope so or I hope one of the other jobs I applied for call back either way.

So I really need to take a photoshop class or get a book soon because I am wanting to learn all these tricks and secrets really badly, so tomorrow(today) is Trapped Under Ice should be tight at the Warsaw Arena not the biggest Reign Supreme fan but Full Blown Chaos is fun too.

So I have been living off giant bags of these........

And my girlfriend just bought me these....yeah my other only pair of pants has a hole right in the crotch I am beyond poor haha.

Well I'm finally heading to bed.

Current music:CONGRESS-Body Wheeps

fuck

I am going to make another pointless post, I really need to start learning html again I completely forgot how to do that shit.
So it is 5 am now and yet again I have found a way to stay up and fuck up my sleep schedule even more hmmm cool.....

First

Quick give me money to bid on this

This girl has been in my life for over half a year now and I am happy with that

Post yep I decided to get one of these my life is eventful enough for this and too boring at the same time.

I really got this to post pictures/rants/poems and keep up to date on my life.

Music:Culture-Deforestation