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It's been a while I have been super lazy, hungout with Steve and Josh we went to some creepy church earlier I totally skipped work today I wasn't feeling so hot this morning.
Anywho some updates I signed my final papers for school yesterday so I officaly start in mid march. Me and Josh are moving out of Eastgate Woods and I am now doing vocals for a new band but before I continue let me just say that my main focus is and always is Nations and Blowtorch and I made it clear to myself and everyone else that we will work around all of that. I just really want to do vocals in a band again I have been writing recently and I have been wanting to vent so I am stoked.
New Nations is being written and it sounds amazing, Blowtorch will be getting off the ground in the next few weeks I would say, and of course I am still employed at Kroger.

In case you wanted to check out the new project
www.myspace.com/Unmeanthardcore we will record VERY soon.

Now I should prob shower.

I will update this shit more often again.

Currently jammin:Abandon-To Defy

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Haven't posted in a while it's snowed like crazy here and now I am about to go to one of me and my girl's friends house for dinner.
PS
Get me a better paying job

motherfuck!

So today our neighbor got stabbed don't know by who or what but the dude still hasn't been caught apparently, so me and Josh basically want to move out of here.
First big day at Kroger tomorrow I can't wait mmmmmmm job, then I think I'm hanging out with some very rad doods tomorrow when I get off.
I can't wait to get that 30 dollars paycheck Thurs for training that shit is getting partially spent on Skyline! I am heading to bed though....

Lates!

Currently jamming:Abnegation-Birthright

Do you recognize the footprints in the sand?

So I did my first day of training at Kroger it was all on a computer doing random tests it was easy but I fell asleep at one point.
But all in all I am stoked I get paid Thursday for today which I didn't know at first even though after taxes it will just be 35 dollars if that. I start my real training on Monday I got my uniform and all that jazz today. Last night was fun hung out with my baby momma, Matt, Kayla and Ella it was fun we just watched Family Guy and goofed around.
Then talked to my dawg Dj until I got tired, tonight just hanging out with my girl and maybe more people no clue.
So I have decided my next Atlanta vist Brandon Bond is going to do a piece on my left leg.
Thats about it...

Currently jammin:Culture-Deforestation

Oh and PS

4:11 pm

I feel sick as fuck I couldn't sleep like at all last night because my throat has been killing me and now I have headache, fuck a buncha that. So I start my first day at work tomorrow I am very excited it's just computer training but it's whatever apparently I can only get 24 hours of work this training week and then they aren't really sure what my schedule is because the district manager hasn't really been communitcating with my manager but after training I am guranteed 1st shift and one night and 40 hours or more.
So I am excited about that tonight I am hanging out with my girl and Ella and Matt again stoked.
I think I have watched the first disc of Aqua Teen season six like 4 times now....

Currently jamming:One King Down-All To Gray

10:42 am

Words help me to acceept the fact that there is nothing more between us I saw you from across a sea and you are too far gone into the water I can no longer see what you were memories are the only thing that helps me to see your face I never was good at saying goodbye so I just left. Farewell friend and everything that I can recollect.
I'll never see this water again and I'll never swim this deep again, and I will never forgive myself again and I will never forgive any of you.
Help me to see somehow past every word I spit so fast help me to care about yesterday because I no longer see any happiness in that old house I once lived in I can never remember a time we were happy and now I have lost you too, I am on my knees please help me I wish I could see you again and hold out my hand and tell you everything will be okay but your not here and you never will be.

Breakfast

So I have been listening to my Portrait cd non stop I will never forget picking that up at the Sandy Plains CD Warehouse in 8th grade that cd changed my life up until that point I had thought the only melody in hardcore was like old Hopesfall and old Poison The Well type bands and of course Strongarm and Shai Hulud. But of course I quickly found out about Portait, I would ect ect, Blamegame, Couiler, Camaro Crotch, Inkwell and all those amazing Atlanta screamo bands the second I picked up that used copy of Portrait's self titled.
Man I only wish I would have gotten into the scene a couple years atleast before I did I would have gotten to see Portrait and even Strongarm but of course I missed it by a thread three years exactly.
I remember buying this cd at the same store I bought my first hardcore cds in 5th grade Converge-Petitioning The Empty Sky, Zao-Where Blood And Fire Bring Rest and Stretch Arm Strong-Rituals Of Life which they all changed my life. But I remember listening to this cd for the first time and I got that chill up my spine like the first time I heard those cds.
The fact that they had those amazing melodies and those real catchy as fuck leads was enough BUT they added to the wall of sound with a violinist which just sets the mood like for example during ''Constellations Of A Star Gazing Iris'' there is a part where it's just the violin and screaming and it is probally the most beautiful tear jerking part in ANY song I have ever heard.
Not to mention the vocals are so passionate and just insane this is easily the best band to ever come out of Atlanta, GA hands down.
I don't have a copy of the Self Titled that I can rip because well mine skips really really bad and it's old BUT I did find a link for their entire Discography which has a few more songs than the self titled that I own

Here it is....http://www.mediafire.com/?aethlyizbzt









Download it seriously it will be one of the best cds you have and please support the label that put it out and buy it http://www.stickfiguredistro.com/ go on there and browse they have some amazing atlanta screamo, emo violence, power violence, weird shit.

Portait vocalist Jeph Burgoon I got this from the tribute page up www.myspace.com/portraitga